Too Much
Sometimes I expect too much. I am guilty and I Sea. That’s not fair. I have been searching for some answers that have eluded me for years in the Spiritual Realm. I have gotten some answers to old questions, as well as formed new questions. This junction caused me to go into a deeper dive in search of these answers. I certainly accept that I will not get “all” the answers. I even am ok with outstanding questions. However, when the question load gets too big, I get uncomfortable waiting and so I take action. This can be ok to some degree and not ok when I allow these unanswered questions to disrupt me. I am reminded of my past – which includes addictive behavior and “I want it now.”
Seems like yesterday I wrote about patience. I wrote this on August 13th The Interview – A Sense of Peace. Seems I needed to re-read it. Sigh.
Ramblings
Last week was my birthday. It was a very nice day. My favorite part of the day was knocking off from work at 4pm to hit the pool. My favorite activity was eating out with my family for my birthday – and ice cream afterwards. Do you know what I got for my birthday I didn’t like? Two things:
- I woke up with hives in the middle of the night the night leading into the day after my birthday. While the hives have reduced each day and I have been to the doctor, the hives still have yet to go away.
- I have been working on my retention numbers for Give Your Story. I had a really good upward trend. The bottom dropped out on my birthday and seems I have lost my return traffic. I have seen analytics give bad information for a period and then it gets corrected. If the trend is real, I am hoping it has more to do with back to school or Fall as this time of year gets crazy for people with kids. We shall see. If you wouldn’t mind sharing my site with others or let me know you are there by liking on Facebook, I would appreciate it.
I think I forgot to tell everyone – HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!