I am ready now.

Here is the deal:

I do not know why. I do not know why; I find Him in you. I just do. He is always there in the reflection. I do not know why he gave me what he has given me. He just has. I do not know why he has given it the way he has given it to me. He just did. However, that is how He has given it to me. I do not agree with the way it has been given to me. I think it should have been given differently. He knows how I feel about that.

I have put up my “boundary” in effort for it to go my way – the way I think it should go. What I have come to realize is, it is not up to me to show the way. It is up to Him, to show US! I have made argument, that even Moses negotiated with God. He did not want to speak, so God gave Moses Aaron. The satire in that is, Moses ended up speaking to the people anyway.

So rather than try to limit God’s process by trying to extend my will, I surrender. I give:

It is ALL on the table now. ALL of it. Whatever the chosen method, whatever is most comfortable. The need is clear, as is the reasoning behind it. I am here. I cannot leave. I must give. I must give everything. Everything He has given me, is to be given-so that We Can Spread the Word-Together.

I follow the lead. I am not expecting to be carried…

We’ll do it together.

So, Tap In! Tap into me. It’s ALL given. Tap into Him!

Tap In!